"There is no turning back… there is no Lifestyle that would ever compare to this one. A bad card was dealt almost now 7 years ago which only seems as yesterday, when my only Child, my Buddy, my Friend was called away at the young age of 26. This is my “therapy”, this is my “promise” to Lance to go on, to again not give up, this I feel my last episode of my own Life. This is my Journal, it is just another Life story with it’s steps awaiting one by one toward healing, toward sensing what was only a blurr just a few years past. What was once a narrow path has widdened joined in by so many Friends and aquaintances lifting us up every step of the way. The World is so full of beautiful people, don’t let anyone tell you of the contrary. Spirit? well… we have grown together 24/7, he has become my Life as I know vice versa is also true. We are one now, he is quite the rider in his own sidecar and such a ham when wearing his goggles and helmet. Our destination is unknown, it is the Journey that matters, it is our own growth that sits above it all and guide us through the many moments acquired these days. We pretty much try to follow the weather, North in the Summer and South in the Winter. We have been fortunate to aquire some Land in Texas, near Big Bend, I call it “The Oasis” and it’s giant Fire Ring is the Center of my own Universe where Serenity, Peace and Love reigns within the Spiritual Space we spend some time of the year, sheltered from the harsher elements North of us. Cooking, riding the motorcycle and sidecar rig, my dog Spirit, my Dear Friends, photography, writing, reading, roasting and drinking coffee, camping, sailing, movies… no television and Life itself… all of the above fills up our moments, one at the time."